Today I signed up for the holiday show. Eep!
I’d been putting it off mostly because I’m an indecisive wuss, and I wasn’t sure I really wanted to go through with it. It’s just all very intimidating, even though my coach wants me to do it and is urging her other adults to sign up as well. Funny enough, I think I’d actually feel slightly less terrified if it were a competition, because at least then I’d be skating with other adults. I’ve never been to a show at my skating club (which I just joined this month), but based on who I’ve seen practicing at the rink I have a pretty good idea that it’ll be mostly young girls, between 8 and 16, doing lots of doubles and flying spins and fancy footwork, all to the standard repertoire of “Oh Holy Night”s and “Santa Baby”s and “All I Want For Christmas Is You”s. Why do teenage girls love skating to Christina Aguilera and Mariah Carey so much? I don’t know.
A second concern was the music. I’ve been getting more comfortable with my program (which is still very rough), which coach approved at 1 minute 40 seconds. It’s also the time limit for pre-bronze free skates, so convenient on that front. But then I saw that the holiday show limits programs to 1 minute 30 seconds, which means I have to do some cutting or speeding up, neither of which is an ideal solution. I’ve been fiddling with alternate edits but the song I picked is only that long to begin with, so it’s hard to cut anything out without butchering the whole flow of the song. Speeding it up makes me feel frantic, all flailing limbs and hurried steps. And I’m not looking to change the music – not this late in the game, at least!
My coach has been out of town for the past two weeks so I couldn’t run it by her before the deadline. Figuring I could always back out at the last minute, I signed up anyway. I have three weeks to get this puppy in shape… Or not. Not is also an option.